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Title: Suicide Prevention Week
Date Written: 09-08-2015

Jackson Pollock part two, this time the brain's properly diseased
Names into numbers, tired of fuckers trying to say they can see
Drip my brains onto the canvas and let you tell me what I mean
It's the nature of the system that I must be quarantined.

Ernest Hemmingway's successor, feminism's primary public enemy.
You can figure it out, I need no defense, it doesn't bother me.
Drawing without thinking and turning my brains into artwork,
Five suicides in four generations, who cares who is hurt?

Pass me the hemlock, I'll owe Asclepius a rooster for later.
Socrates is tired of the questioning, my head refuses to cater.
Brain's infested with philosophy, we'll solve that at the source.
A heart that doesn't beat, blood that doesn't run its course.

Hunter S. Thompson—Too weird to live, too rare to simply die.
End things on my own terms, exit when I—and only I—decide.
Tired of investigating your filth, I'll go out with a bang.
Leave your lot alone with my words, I'll let you handle my brain.
Suicide Prevention Week
A friend shared a memory on facebook that was me writing this and tagging them. I don't remember writing it, but I think it's one of my better pieces.
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You are what you think, and we can only perceive the present.
Our memories tell us lies about what we think the past might have been, and the future doesn't exist, none of us believe in it because we all like to think it can be changed.
The truth is, a commitment to change your thinking is a commitment to kill yourself.
Because the you of the future won't remember what was in their past correctly.
By the time you have changed, your thoughts and their patterns will be gone and non-existent.
Forgotten, intentionally, by the one who killed it.
We are all always dying, being replaced by slightly-changed duplicates that think of themselves as us.
But some of us wanted to die before we knew the truth anyway, so isn't it comforting to know that all you have to do to commit to suicide is commit to better thinking?

Possible WIP, possible standalone, just a thought I wanted to get out before bed.
  • Listening to: Spotify Discover Weekly, weekly.
  • Reading: The Power of Habit by Charles Duhigg
  • Watching: Mostly youtube these days
  • Playing: Tropico 4 and Depth, some Overwatch
  • Eating: Better than I ever have in my life.
  • Drinking: Nah man I'm thinking of quitting.

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ThePoeticPaladin

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I have no direction in life. It is for this reason that I am free.

Those of you that feel you know your own path are deserving of my pity.

And you shall receive it.
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You are what you think, and we can only perceive the present.
Our memories tell us lies about what we think the past might have been, and the future doesn't exist, none of us believe in it because we all like to think it can be changed.
The truth is, a commitment to change your thinking is a commitment to kill yourself.
Because the you of the future won't remember what was in their past correctly.
By the time you have changed, your thoughts and their patterns will be gone and non-existent.
Forgotten, intentionally, by the one who killed it.
We are all always dying, being replaced by slightly-changed duplicates that think of themselves as us.
But some of us wanted to die before we knew the truth anyway, so isn't it comforting to know that all you have to do to commit to suicide is commit to better thinking?

Possible WIP, possible standalone, just a thought I wanted to get out before bed.
  • Listening to: Spotify Discover Weekly, weekly.
  • Reading: The Power of Habit by Charles Duhigg
  • Watching: Mostly youtube these days
  • Playing: Tropico 4 and Depth, some Overwatch
  • Eating: Better than I ever have in my life.
  • Drinking: Nah man I'm thinking of quitting.

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